im pissed but its over now

i got this message from yep last week. its only now that the essence of this quote sinked on my empty head. hehe

"...not all people that's good to you, are true to you as well....

so learn to weigh things, be vigilant enough to secure what's yours, provide boundary to your conversation...

because you'll never know when a pretending good person turns into a deceitful bastard."

mahirap akong magalit. its very rare nga n nagagalit ako sa isang tao eh. madali akong mairita or mainis.pero magalit? ewan..ibang usapan na yan... basta.

ngayon eh madali n akong mairita. lately, some people around me are really pissing me off. like, if i have d power to made them dissapear, ill do it ryt away.

nakakairita kasi.

oo ang iba sa kanila kaibigan ko. like may mga pinagsamahan n kami khit papano. but then, eto n ang nraramdaman ko s kanya. just a mere sound of this persons voice..iritado nko.

eto pa. merong isang sawa n pkalat kalat s floor. like this person is already wid dis company since time in memmorial. survivor nga ang taong ito eh. if this person's name n ang nakataya sa isang gulo or this persons stake on promotions is nanganganib, wala itong sinasanto..khit wala ka pang ginagawang masama..matakot ka dhil ang hukay mo ay handa na para yurakan at tapakan di lamang pangalan mo kundi pati n rin ang pagkatao mo. yes, character assault ito. just to think n friendly xa s lahat. di masyadong approchable, pero di mo makikitaan n killer monster pla ang taong ito. nakakatakot.

at naiirita ako s kanya. this persons character is one thing i wont become.i wish worldly ambitions and intellectual pride wont consume me.

siguro natatakot lang ako. siguro bitter n namn ako. siguro may problema n nman ako. o bka nman kulang n nman ako s pahinga.

i have decided (dis is not the first) to forget leo. like its over now. i mean, im done loving him. im done with dis stupidity, like im still hoping n magkakabalikan nga kami. damn, theres no regrets of loving him, it was indeed the best love ive got. but then again, what is done is done. i can ever myself "move on BITCH!!!"

eh minahal ko yung tao eh. what wud u expect..?

but then again, im done hoping. im done with him. but the things that i learned with him will always be cherished.

at s mga nakakainis n tao s floor at s ofis...bwakanang magbago sana ang ihip ng hangin.