Aug 2008

i got this message from yep last week. its only now that the essence of this quote sinked on my empty head. hehe

"...not all people that's good to you, are true to you as well....

so learn to weigh things, be vigilant enough to secure what's yours, provide boundary to your conversation...

because you'll never know when a pretending good person turns into a deceitful bastard."

mahirap akong magalit. its very rare nga n nagagalit ako sa isang tao eh. madali akong mairita or mainis.pero magalit? ewan..ibang usapan na yan... basta.

ngayon eh madali n akong mairita. lately, some people around me are really pissing me off. like, if i have d power to made them dissapear, ill do it ryt away.

nakakairita kasi.

oo ang iba sa kanila kaibigan ko. like may mga pinagsamahan n kami khit papano. but then, eto n ang nraramdaman ko s kanya. just a mere sound of this persons voice..iritado nko.

eto pa. merong isang sawa n pkalat kalat s floor. like this person is already wid dis company since time in memmorial. survivor nga ang taong ito eh. if this person's name n ang nakataya sa isang gulo or this persons stake on promotions is nanganganib, wala itong sinasanto..khit wala ka pang ginagawang masama..matakot ka dhil ang hukay mo ay handa na para yurakan at tapakan di lamang pangalan mo kundi pati n rin ang pagkatao mo. yes, character assault ito. just to think n friendly xa s lahat. di masyadong approchable, pero di mo makikitaan n killer monster pla ang taong ito. nakakatakot.

at naiirita ako s kanya. this persons character is one thing i wont become.i wish worldly ambitions and intellectual pride wont consume me.

siguro natatakot lang ako. siguro bitter n namn ako. siguro may problema n nman ako. o bka nman kulang n nman ako s pahinga.

i have decided (dis is not the first) to forget leo. like its over now. i mean, im done loving him. im done with dis stupidity, like im still hoping n magkakabalikan nga kami. damn, theres no regrets of loving him, it was indeed the best love ive got. but then again, what is done is done. i can ever myself "move on BITCH!!!"

eh minahal ko yung tao eh. what wud u expect..?

but then again, im done hoping. im done with him. but the things that i learned with him will always be cherished.

at s mga nakakainis n tao s floor at s ofis...bwakanang magbago sana ang ihip ng hangin.

lately, ang trip ko ay mag DVd marathon.syempre pinaprioritize ko ung mga may kwentang pelikulang nabigyan ng pansin sa mga ibat ibang award giving bodies tulad ni kumpareng oscar at tony (musical).

ang iba ay wala masyadong award pero it doersnt fail to serve its purpose..to entertain.

hres some of my favorite..actually i ranked them olridi..

10. scream

feel good movie. drew barrymore's acting hre is superb khit n supporting lng ang role nya. maganda ang twist eh, di masyadong exaggerated ang mga scenes. a feel good movie khit morbid ang theme.

9. casper

brilliant film. the film is about the friendly ghost who falls in love with a girl on how they discover the lazarus plus protecting the last formula, the only chance for casper to become human again. however, expect the unexpected. casper offered the formula to the girls father who bcomes a ghost after the happy hour with caspers uncle. very unique story line. teen flick actually.

8. the matrix

martial arts - science fiction film about the future where machines and humans are at war. keannu reeves, carrie-ann moss and laurence fishburne lead the cast of this film. remember keannu reeves controling the bullets from penetrating his body? or how about telephone booths used to as portals?

7. spiderman

spiderman is one of my superhero. he got his super power when a genetically altered spider bit him during a school tour while taking photographs. Great power comes great responsibilities..hmmn?

6.the da vinci code

the movie is based on the controversial bestselling novel by dan brown of the same tittle. the controversy that jesus christ and mary magdalene was having an affair, and they both have a child as well. the priory of scion and opus dei played a major role on the film. the controversy of the film was executed effectively that u cant resist to think of the impossible. scandalous thou, it never affect my faith anyhow.

5. finding nemo

fatherly love? courage? hard headed son?short term memmory loss? this adventure animation film is a great film about a clown fish who is in search of his son. great great film actually. hard to resist

4. Titanic

said to be the highest grossing film of all time, this is the film about the sinking of RMS titanic. featuring leonardo dicaprio as Jack and kate winslet as Rose. one thing i noticed about this film, aside from the ship and its sinking, is the discrimination in the society. the division of the rich from the poor is very transparent. as the main characters are, jack from the lower class and rose from the high class society, together they endured a fatal love affair however they manage to be together till the end. them floating on the ice berg on the open sea untill rose was rescued among the remaining 12. hard to resist.

3.little miss sunshine

life is a journey,as they have said. this film is about the family, a perfectly imperfect family, on their support for ilove who was qualified for the little miss sunshine pageant in redondo, california. since they dnt have the means to take airplane which is more convenient for them, they opt to drive from albuquerque, new mexico to redondo, california. pretty tough because their old volkswagon is pretty deffective. the focus of the story is their road trip. on their struggle to make it for the competition. this film is one of the best. this one deserves an standing ovation.

2. brokeback mountain

love is a force of nature. this flick is controversial as well, but not to me. the story line is simple. but the thing is, its an honest to goodness film. it does not criticize nor ridicules homosexuality. it simply narrates reality. on how love can make and amake ones destiny. love, however is not limited to gender.

1. children of heaven

my favorite movie of all time. great brilliant superb film.

confirmed n long weekend na nman kami due to holiday sa US.

syempre apektado ang karir s magandang usapan..., BAKASYON!!!

wednsday nyt n ang balik nmin.and for sure isa n ito s mga eksena. inuman.

fun anyone? hahaha

and for sure, kpag mag isa n nman ako s pad ko..makakapag muni muni n namn ako

hay nko..kakanta n nga lang ako...

lovesong for no one

Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Get here

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
Oh no way

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I'm so tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I'm so tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here oh yeah

You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me

i love to travel.khit s kabilang kanto lng basta mkapag lakwatsa keri na un. eto cguro ang epekto ng maagang naging independent dhil s katigasan ng ulo ko.

and since this is a travel blog,let me share to you one of my treasured travels. dats when i went home for our fiesta. dis was last may of 2008. kasama ko ang mga ofismates ko. marami sana kami kaso apat lng s mga friendship ko ang nakasama.

ayan cla, c carlo, si janis at si nato. ako? ako ung kuha ng pic..nsa likod n kami ng bus. walang reservation eh.chance passenger kami. and lucky for us, paalis n ang bus kami ay dumating. tumigil n lamang ito dhil may apat n palakang gusto pang humabol.

pagdating nmin sa hows, inuman, videoke, pahinga at inuman uli...tpos pumunta kami sa atulayan Island..

medyo umaambon nung umagang namangka kami.but it was indeed a perfect time to visit the island. not too hot, tamang tama lang..wala nman kaming balak magpa tan..dhil ipinanganak n kaming tan.

we thot dun kami dadalhin ng tour guide namin n dating trabahador ni papa. un pla iniinform nya lng kami n wag magalala kc may mga residente sa malapit n pwede kming saklolohan in case of emergency..dats responsible enough..hehe nice job manong.

kararating lang namin sa resort...ang mga kasahan nmin ay ang aking mga pinsan. perfect time for us to spend quality time together. ever supportive nman itong mga pinsan ko at hindi kami pinabayaan. di nman na out of place ang aming mga bisita, ntuwa pa nga sila. its like a family thing u know.

bgo kami pumunta ng island, maximize d oppurtunity nman itong c nato and janis at super pose nman sila. sabagay, walang ganto sa manila dong.

bale sa part na yun ng island ay halos walang tao. mga bantay lamng ng resort at ung guide nmin at kami
kya wlang kyeme kng ano pang isuot sa paglangoy..in fairness namn ha, may maipagmamalaki.

nung pauwi n kami, this tree caught my atention. npaka tahimik,parang kasing kng tititigan mo sya, makakarelax k tlga, ung tipong ung lamig ng hangin ay tatanggalin ang init ng ulo mo at pagod sa trabaho.

hmmmnn

eto nman c imer, ang aking baby boy. this is a perfect time for us n magkasama. so khit saan eh sinasama ko ang batang batibot n ito.

ang mag tatay......

pagkauwi namin ng hapong yun, pahinga lng konting oras kasi magpoprocession kami at early night. syempre fiesta eh. after ds eh tsibugan na.

eto kami habang nsa procession, kulitan effect lang..buti n lang at di kami kinidlatan.

after ng procession pmunta kami s bahay ni renan, one of my kababata. i introduce him to my ofismate. asan xa? sya ang may hawak ng camera. haha

after n to ng sayawan..kc nagkagulo kya gora n lng kami sa hows ni renan uli pra makipag inuman.

ayan c renan katabi ko.

the four frogs and a fish..

d morning before kami bumalik sa manila, bumalik kami sa dagat and for the last time ay naging batang naglaro at nagtampisaw sa alon..haha at si carlo..anong ginawa ng mokong na to?

its really nice to know dat you have friends to be your company when take the road less travelled.

kokak!!!

bday now ng manager nmin c nicole.happy bday nicole.mamya yta may kainan.

on sick leave ako kahapon. halos kc d ako makabangon last monday night. buti nkapag txt pko s TL ko at s manager ko which is SOP kpag magaabsent ka. nkakainip n nakakalungkot pla magkasakit at magisa k lamang s pad mo. mas nakakainis pa kasi when i visit this hospital to have my check up, npaka cold pa ng mga nurse. uung tipong hindi ka welcome s hospital na yun, poor service. no wonder chipipay ng itsura at parang walang kwenta ang hospital na yun..like kng ako icoconfine dun, mas lalo akong magkakasakit.

anyways, ung doctora n nagchek up skin, daot. ni hndi man lng magawang ngumiti.basta..hindi nko tlga magpapa chek up s ospital na yun, khit un pa ang pinakalapit n ospital s place ko. di bale ng pmunta sa medical city at medyo malayo, keri na.ksa nman s malapit at walang kwenta.

anyways, last sunday kc nagkita kami uli ng bestfriend ko, bonding uli kami...tpos nagsimba kami s greenbelt, at antaray ng simbahan ah, may mga bebe at pato s paligid..matagl nrin me di nkakapag simba dun eh, khit medyo umaambon, fulfilling p din ang pakiramdam.

around 7pm after mass, dumerecho we s place ng friend ko, c aileen..may padespidida xa, s staff house nila s piandre. matagl kna rin xa di nkakasama, but we continue to exchange txt messages evry now and then. sa bikol n xa magstay. nandun kc baby nya. plus bago syang kasal after she gave birth so parang pangit ng sitwasyon n magkalayo sila ng hubby nya. antaray tlga...lumagay n s tahimik c ms cas. i mean mrs haber.

on that night, nkasama ko uli ang aking mga tropapips from bukeeri. sina Taki at ailz. c taki kasama nya c abel, ang knyang jowa. it really feels good to see friend from college, ung tipong khit medyo matagal kaung di nagkakausap, wen u see each other, the friendship is still there preserved.

simple lang ang hinanda mrs haber, pero it doesnt matter nman. kc nakita kng sobrang enjoy ang kanyang mga kasamahan s work. anlakas ng tawanan nila, ansasaya pero mas malakas ng tawanan namin...at bikol ang aming lengwahe kya keber na, wala nman nakakaintindi smin.

5am nko nkauwi. lumangoy pa ang umbre sa kabilang ibayo kya inumaga ng uwi. yan tuloy nagkasakit.