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“Part of the fantasy of every betrayed person is that one day, the person who hurt you will come back and answer all your questions, and apologize for hurting you. But the thing is, they won’t. They will die a liar and will feel good about themselves. That’s how selfish they are. They can’t give you closure, you have to find it yourself. You get angry with them. Then you get over them. Bless them in your mind and have peace with yourself. When or if that person comes back, you can say Hi and Goodbye in the same sentence.”

-Oprah-

very well said ms. big O. somehow, the message made me think of this one special person...someone i used to love.

eto n naman ako, love n namn ang topic. walang kapagurang pagibig.

maybe because im trying to wash out the trash of yesterday and the disgusting thought of today to have this better version of me for Amante. a better me.

i dont feel betrayed. pero kung hihimay mayin ko ang bawat angulo ng eksena namin ni Leo, yes..i would end up bein used, betrayed or taken for granted. Making used of this once great love offered for one shitty load of a once respected lover.

being positive on every aspect of what had happened, i dare see the bright side.

Leo,

You let me free from being emotionally attached to a one hell of a loser that you are. and im really really glad you did give me a big favor.

How about making me feel worthless?

How about making me wait for you. Yes your right there beside me, but i know, your a thousand miles away from me. I can feel your wishing that you can have the time jump 3 hours in an instant so im no longer near your sight. I maybe stupid. But im not insensitive, im no fool..i only love unconditionally.

Do you remember the time when im so messed up, begging you to tell me why you left me there with no apparent reason at all. Blaming this sweet notes, the poems i specially made for you. oh come on..i know better than that..but i chose to wait..until the day you came back.

and you come back..only to prove that your not yet done hurting me.

love is sweeter the second time around. ulol..the second time around you almost destroy my life.

And you never did realize this.

Its ok. Im done with you. I dont even care..theres nothing left for me to love.

And again, thank you for setting me free, free of loving the freaking asshole that you are.and should you come near across, or even come back to anyway there is..i make it a point that Hello and Goodbye would be on the first sentence.

hello

goodbye

good morning...

hello..actually naadik lng tlga ako s pagboblog or pagsusulat ng kng ano ano..basta makapagsulat lng, keber na.may magvisit man nito or hindi, it wont matter anyway.

basta i promise dis would be an honest to goodness blog.

this is my first entry. so what do i have to say?

my name is ernie. love ko lng tlga ang name n umbre kc nging expression ko xa nung college days like 3 years ago. history ng umbre? basta...

tpos nagsearch ako ng mother and son images s google..at s dami ng nclick ko..napunta ako s travellers point travel community blog..so y join the community..hehe

yan ako..prang mongoloid lang...