im trying to make things go smoothly
i was nice. i was feeling empty
03.10.2008
14 °C
im trying to nice. i had tried. yes and i guess i was really nice to the last minute i was there.

first working day of the month EST. walang dialling ang mga market ng Accent Energy. right after the shift dumerecho kami sa pad ni harry for some quality time, bonding, para makapag relax. inshort INUMAN.
si jay r ang chef. haha sarap nyang magluto. kasama nya akong namalengke. kahit umuulan at putikan sa palengke, ok lang. isang buong manok at bangus ang pinamili namin. wid all the gulay at sahog, nakapamalengke kami ng maayos.nagluto kami ng tinola for lunch. kalahati lng ng buong manok niluto namin, ung iba ay minarinade. hanggang sa ang naluto namin lahat lahat ay tinola, fried chicken, hotdog, rellenong bangos, spaghetti, cake, french fries at ewan ko pa kng may naluto pa bang iba.
si sam ang tangero ng unang round. generoso ang ininom namin ng hapon. walang dating kahit naka ubos kami ng dalawang long neck. dala siguro ng pagod kaya kami medyo nabangag. but all in all ay walang dating ang generoso. kasi ng mag luto pa kami ay parang di kami uminom sa kulitan.
after lunch, ako ang naghugas. yun lang. ako a ng nagpapanatiling malinis ang lababo. kasi nakakahiya at sa lahat na nakakahiya ay yung pabisita epek ka. di ako ganun.
dumating sina Janis at Jason. mukhang ok naman ang dalawa. lumipat na daw ng bagong bahay si jason. si Janis itong super nagkukwento sa bagong bahay. plus the rent and how much it is. di ako nagtatanong. im simply there helping somebody do the kitchen stuff. 4 thousand daw mahigit ang upa. i asked jason kung saan na sya nagwowork. magaaply pa lang daw sya. so wala siyang income. i asked janis kung nagsasama na sila. di pa naman daw. makes me think kaya nangutang si janis kay Carlo ng pera bfore sila umalis is si janis ang nagastos ng lahat. for jason. so what? its none of my business. anyway i dont give a damn.
so far, so good. i was nice. i did nice things. my inside was screaming. but i remaind silent. i know if i stay there a little while more, something wrong could happen. i might explode that could create embarrasment to one poor soul.
so i made my exit around quarter to 11pm. sam asked me na samahan ko daw siya sa sakayan. ok sinamahan ko siya hanggang sa cubao at pumun
ta ako ng farenheit. ewan ko. siguro its time i made my exit, or better attend to my own personal needs. i choose the last option and i ended up disappointed.
after i explode on somebodys mouth sa sauna, and after two strangers take their time on my body..umuwi na ako.i feel empty that night.
at umuwi na ako. i was nice.
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