Cruises

sunday morning ....i woke up wid amante beside me. his arms wrapped and his legs on mine making him my human blanket. thou this hang over is making its way to penetrate me, the feeling is wonderful to wake up that morning wid someone kissing you.

then, realized that he is leaving for Ilo Ilo at 3.30pm. and i offered na ako na rin ang maghatid sa kanya sa airport.

and he kissed me. enough to say his appreciation.

hes just another gorgeous face in the crowd. hes wearing a cap. maulan kc sa labas. i take my chances at ngumiti sa kanya. a welcome smile haha or paglalandi or i guess lasing lng cguro ako.... and ngumiti nman sya, just before he leave me wanting for more.

the night is getting deeper and im beggining to get bored. i decided to take one last bottle of beer and call it a night. then i feel his presence...and slowly our bodies become one. oo, parang yung kantang crazy for you.hehe

"somebody got lucky tonight at ako yun.."

then we talk. we got to know each other.di lang puro sex ang nangyayari dat night. we talk and we talk. taking chances.slowly we begin to know the character of each other....and he offered to take me home.

i said no, i better not go home wid him kc bisita lang din xa. nakakahiya sa kababata nya. nakikituloy xa for the mean time sa kababata nya. ok fine. sa dinami dami nyang sinabi, mga promising lines...mga mabubulaklak n salita..i dared him to say those things in the morning or soon after n pagkagising nya. ill do mine as well.

sabay kmi umuwi, ako, sya at ang kanyang kababata.kumain muna kami sa ministop sa kanto. we decided to see each other again the next day. ill give him a visit instead of goin home with him....fair deal hehe and then he lay down his card.

"visit me in Ilo Ilo next month, and youll have me. ill have commitment wid you and its more than enough to be serious wid you..i know your worth keeping."

and out of the blue..bwakanang walang isip isip. sumagot agad ako ng "OO ill be there to be with you.."

he hold my hand. pinisil nya ito, he cant let go of his smile, i guess di nya ineexpect ang sagot ko..and i guess the feeling is mutual.hehe

4pm nko nagising. i txted him ryt away and pumunta nga ako sa Caloocan..another trip, another chance, suntok sa buwan.

he introduced me to his childhood friends. we had dinner wid dem. tpos naginuman. hanggang sa may dumating pa uling kaibigan. he keep on asking me how do i find them? theyre just fine i said..im hre to see you, not to be with them.

and we kissed. feeling each others lips, the tenderness and warmth of his hug. making the most of each momment.

and again, he asked me to spend the night there. wag n daw ako umuwi. sure naman..madami na rin ako nainom.but i assure him n kaya ko pang sumakay ng taxi. then he insist on me staying......hayup!
syet lang tlga..haha how flattering..in full honesty hes special na.

and at dat sunday morning, heaven ang pakiramdam. khit puyat, khit pagod, khit nahihilo ng konti dhil sa hang over..it does feel wonderful. it really feels great to have someone.

ako nga ang naghatid sa kanya sa airport. sa taxi, ay halos hindi ko mabitawan ang kanyang kamay. yes ill miss him now. im not expecting to feel this way..i told myself im not ready yet, but who am i kidding? i know its a lie. this isnt my escape for the bad break up with leo. its time to move on and i just did. the situation is similar. only this time medyo malayo. however, what is at stake is very much different., thou dis time, i have to be so sure that its love now im playing into.

another trip, another chance of falling in love...and im halfway of getting there!!!

cebu pacific has their ongoing promo for domestic flights. im planning to see him by october 3...as promised.i miss him so much i only have his pictures.

at kelangan ko ng magpapayat for him. damn i hate my bilbil.para nkng c pig sa bilbil ko.