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i need a new home

on moving out

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Im miles away from being sick of this so called BREAK UP wid Amante. Ive moved on. Im a stronger person now. No more drama. period.

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I can smile the way i used to. No pretentions at all.

its time i face myself. upgrade whatever i need to do. change is crucial to me.

My pad for a year and 3 months is getting annoying. its getting boring there. i dont see any reason why i should extend my stay on that unit. I need a new place to live. Plus the rent..i do have Php2,500.00 for the basic rent, the unexplainable electricity bill that reaches of up to 800.00 plus..and the fixed 100.00 for the water. damn thats quite annoying na on my end kasi parang di na sya practikal. and to make things worst...ayoko sa pagmamaldita ng landlady, bka makatikim sya sakin ng bongang bongang litanya.... hindi maipaliwanag ang rate na binibigay nila sa electricity bills....and im just tired of the place.

Dodong offered me na lumipat sa kanila. actually twice na itong offer sakin. nung una, i decline kasi plan n namin ni Amante na lumipat kami sa isang pad. Pangalawa, kami pa nga ni Amante, basta....and pangatlo natatakot ako na baka hindi maging maganda ang kahihinatnan ng paglipat ko. i swear i treasure our friendship much.

kanina, he offered me again their place. napaisip naman ako. Bakit nga ba hindi. I have all the reason to grab the oppurtunity na. kaso umaarte na naman ako....

Dodong: bat di ka lumipat samin..pwede naman ah?

ako: ewan ko. gusto mo ba na lumipat ako sainyo?

dodong: yayayain ba kita kung ayaw ko?

ako: eh sila ba gusto akong makasama sa bahay?

dodong: tanongin ko muna sila.

ako: hindi ka pa pala sigurado, pinapalipat mo na ako.

dodong: bat di ka magpakamatay.

ako: bat ka ba nang aaway? inaano ba kita?

dodong: break na. kakain ka?

ako: tara!

ayokong lumipat na hindi justified ang reason ko. lilipat ako for the main reason na gusto kong makatipid sa gastos. lumalaki na ang obligasyon ko and all. pangalawa, im so so tired of living alone . feeling ko, hindi ako nag gogrow or nagmamature within kapag pag dating mo sa bahay after work, ay wala kang makausap, wala kang makahalubilo, or simply put...you are so alone in your box.

sahid is living wid Dodong, so as mami joy. Ala naman akong issue kay mami joy. pero kay Sahid meron cguro...hmmnnn not that big pero..... makakasapak siguro ako, or mapapaaway ako if ever na makalipat ako sa kanila tapos ang notion is kaya ako lumipat dahil gusto kong mapalapit kay sahid ng husto. Im sorry but again, im not into dat crap...unfair naman yun kay sahid..and labas sa desisyon ko si Sahid.

bahala na si batman. este c darna pala!!!

Posted by umbre 05:25 Archived in Philippines Tagged family_travel Comments (0)

American Idol season 8

My bet for this season.

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Its American Idol season once again. Season 8 and just like season 7, i focus more on who made it to the top 12. this season, the elimination for Top 12 was somehow different. anyways...

from the first group....Danny Gokey and Alexis Grace already made an impact on me.

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Honestly, Hollywood week pa lng, na caught na ng attention ko si Danny Gokey. Could he be the next American idol....? Powerful vocal...may character ang lolo mo. not to mention cute sya dito.

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Alexis Grace was superb. Her vocal remind me of Carly Smithson of season 7.

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Adam Lambert...spell EMO hehe... :) iba din ang Emotion n lumalabas kung sya ay mag perform. Birit kung biritan na ang essence ay rock and roll..

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and hre comes Kris Allen. damn hes hot hot hot!!! kamukha nya si Ruff. my friend from college, way back Ateneo days hahaha. His vocals? Powerful as well. gwapo nito, laglag ang dapat malaglag nung kumakanta ang lolo mo during the elimination round 2nd group ...

may nabasa akong article about American idol...things dat we could from this show. and i would agree na ala kang maitulak kabigin sa talent nila kung makapasok kna sa Top 12. parang nagkakalabanan n lamang kung anong klaseng attitude meron ka every time na kumakanta ka. on how you would react to the judges is a big thing to consider...

Pero yung Philippine version ng American idol, ung Pinoy Idol....sad to say, I feel disgusted by the show..nakakairita ang performance, alang kwenta ang pinagsasabi ng mga jugdes especially jolina and dat old fag hog...and to make things worst...c raymond Guttierez pa ang Host. eiwwww no wonder walang nakitang improvements sa mga nakapasok sa Top 12. Kumpara naman sa PDA n talagang nag s stand out ang mga nananalo..pero ok lang...Pinoy Idol was completely FORGETTABLE!!!

Posted by umbre 23:17 Archived in Philippines Tagged events Comments (0)

Do you want something?

Will you pay the price?

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Do you want something ? -- Will you pay the price?
The great sin -- Gossip.
The great crippler -- Fear.
The greatest mistake -- Giving up.
The most satisfying experience -- Doing your duty first.
The best action -- Keep the mind clear and judgement good.
The greatest blessing -- Good health.
The biggest fool - The man who lies to himself.
The great gamble -- Substituting hope for facts.
The most certain thing in life -- Change.
The greatest joy -- Being needed.
The cleverest man -- The one who does what he thinks is right.
The most potent force -- Positive thinking.
The greatest opportunity -- The next one.
The greatest thought -- God.
The greatest victory -- Victory over self.
The best play -- Successful work.
The greatest handicap -- Egotism.
The most expensive indulgence -- Hate.

The best gift from a friend.....that would be very useful now that im single.....

is a

vibrator from taiwan.
thanks dear bebang!!!

Posted by umbre 04:41 Archived in Philippines Tagged cruises Comments (0)

two tones fair...

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Kpag bumabasa ako ng readers digest...lagi kong inuuna ang Quotes, Facts and humor section..then the dictionary ( word power ) trying to score high on every issue.

The feb issue was somehow a gud read, among other reading materials i plan to spend tym wid, i thot was a blast..very interesting ang issue:

first c pareng barack ang cover.
second may article sila bout Your guide Romance gone wrong..
third, as i open the quotes section, reading them was like me being caught on a spiders web...

ok, im still in distress. im still coping with what had happened. di naman talaga madali ang maka get over sa break up. anyways.....

"LOVE is a piano dropped froma fourth storey window, and you were in the wrong place at the wrong time" - ANI DIFRANCO "Two little girls"

I was really at the wrong place at the wrong time when we ( me and Amante ) met. I was suspended den because of tardiness. i feel lyk goin out kaya ayun..nahulugan me ng piano at nabagok at nainlove...the rest is history.

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" I cant make you love if you dont. I cant make your heart feel something it wont " - BONNIE RAITT " I cant make you love me"

i belib in this. i respect his decision to leave me. i cant make myself fit into something i dont belong..specially if its heart that matters most.

" I love you but i love myself more" - KIM CATTRALL "Sex and the city"

oh ok. the feeling is mutual ahahaha

" The Greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." EWAN MCGREGGOR " moulin rouge

I did remember just last august when i keep complaining why i cant have myself like someone or love someone para naman mafeel ko na uli ang kilig momments or young essence ng love. I prayed for someone that would give me a twist on this thing. Sept 5, nasuspended ako, tpos lumabas ako nakipag kita sa mga friends ko, tpos nakilala ko si Amante. tpos na inlove na ako. tpos may nag Iloveyou too na rin sakin. bonga lng.

pero ito ang pinaka napapanahon. para sa apo ng sultan jan sa tabi tabi na itago n lamang natin sa pangalang mamaki..

"Of course I Like you, Its because I Like you I do wanna be with you. its a complicated emotion." - ALBERT BROOKS "Finding Nemo

bkit? coz the last i need ryt now is to fall in love again and be in a relationship. damn wag muna, wag muna bukas, wag next month, wag sa summer, wag muna!!! ayaw ko pa..or baka ayaw ko na!!!

Posted by umbre 22:52 Archived in Philippines Tagged food Comments (0)

Its over

single is being single

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sa fone ko. ang mga pics nmin ni amante ay nka save sa folder wer i named FINALLY....I BELEIVE!!!

Nsa jip kmi ni brian pauwi wen Amante says its over. Its something im prepared to....ready for the worst....and parang wala akong naramdamang pain. i swear..parang nabunutan pa nga ako ng tinik. maybe becoz umiyak nko, and i askd for the strength that i need. anyways yun...tahimik lang kami ni dodong, i need d silence best. i dont have to talk, i dont have to say anything to justify my feelings at that very momment..basta kelangan ko lang ng katahimikan.

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"its official, ala n kmi ni amante..."

i send dis txt to close friends..plain and simpple. yun lang...may mga nagreply to give me comfort and all...but all i need is silence. feeling ko namatayan ako ng isa sa importanteng bahagi ng aking pagkatao. and i have to endure it in silence, however, im too brave and nagdunonong dunongan n naman ako, or yet insensitive..in short, manhid.

as i write this entry, i can say that im a different person now. im sick and tired of the drama...ayoko ko din umiyak uli. i dont deserve to suffer, i honestly dont think i wud endure great pain or somethiing...kumbaga, im not that affected at all. di tulad nung naghiwalay kami ni leo, parang nasira ang mundo ko dat tym. nawala ako sa focus and all, pero ngayon, i dnt think so.

sa ngayon, single nko uli...and im gonna be very busy for the next days to come on losing weight and achieving the body i deserve. and i know it cud change d perspective on how i do my lifestyle here. ....yup, first project ko ang pagbabalik ko s gym. next is im gonna party and cruise hahaha im single anyway...i even stop wearing the ring amante gave me.

hmmmmmmm Sahid?

Posted by umbre 01:15 Archived in Philippines Tagged disabilities Comments (4)

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