11.09.2008 15 °C
October 3 to 6 sana ang sked ko ng pagpunta ng Ilo ilo, but then Amante is not available by October 3. may prior commitment daw sya. corporate affairs. He asked me to move my schedule n the next fri. i have no problem with that. its just that i cant wait to be with him na.
we frequently talk to each other. always keeping in touch. making sure that things are just fine with him. he sometimes call while driving. he knows i hate it. sometimes he would deny that hes driving but then i have ways of knowing. haha I guess i just know him well now.
Cebu pacific has its ongoing promo. i asked Amante if the fare matrix is ok. its already cheap, actually. very worth it. theres only one problem now. i dont have the cash yet. but i can always find ways.
there are a lot of things to consider on this trip. me bein adventorous can always relate and fit in myself. more of a survivor. maximizing kng ano lang ang meron at gagawin ang nararapat makaraos lamang.
wala akong masyado matanungan kng ano ang pwede at mga dpat kng ihanda. since ayoko munang ikwento sa aking mga friendship dhil it might give them wrong impressions. or basta...nag iingat lamang ako for Amante.
hindi ko pa din natatanong kay amante kung ano ba pwede namin gawin dun. over weekend naman sya eh,madami na sinabi si Amante, like we can go to Bacolod, we can go to Boracay or watever...but then, mas preferred ko kahit ano lang, pwede naman na sa bahay nlng kami.
isa pa pla yung problema. nakatira si amante sa staff house nila. Regional officer sya ng pharma company, hawak nya maraming areas. pero nakatira sya now sa staff house nila. but hes already doing something about this. like hes requested already for a housing allowance so he could move out sa staff house nila. kya cguro pagpunta ko dun sana eh may bahay na sya.
is it a prerequisite ba?n dapat may bahay na sya? i dont know basta ang alam ko kelangan ko syang makasama uli kasi hes special. i wanna prove to him that i could love him more that what he is expecting. that its worth everything basta magkasama kami.
so basta dpat maayos kng ano pwede naming gawin pra alam ko din kng ano ang dadalhin ko.
ill just cross the bridge when i get there. as of now,. isa lang ang alam ko. eveything happens for a reason. kung ano man ang reason kng bakit ko sya nakilala, or what have we to share, it doesnt matter na. the langguage of love is spoken by heart. echuserang frog.